The Journal of Gregory Lightyear - 24th January 2003

04:19 pm - Back from the dead...

though not by much. Sony is still difficult and depressing; things haven't gone as well as I'd hoped since new management took things over, and the fruits of their (lack of) labor have begun to show a distinct (lack of) fruitiness as of late.

But I have a backlog of confessions to make, so I'll be brief.

M. and I are still together; he seems committed, and permission for him to sleep with others has been re-granted for about a month now, when I realised I was probably okay with it. I was happy to find that for the most part, I was/am, and so we're at least some way along having that trust back.

On the other hand, I will not lie - I think an awful lot more about the possibility of straying than I once did. I know that part of this is 'grass is greener' syndrome, and a certain restlessness, but some of it is certainly a feeling of having taken a wrong turn; that strange feeling at the back of one's mind that you're a bit lost.

More later; I have a train to catch.